Thoughts

A Few Moments of Indecision

I thought yesterday that I’ve perhaps traded deep melancholy for toil – for the drudgery of a day-to-day.  I thought to myself that if I now suffer less, it’s may not be because my life is comparably better, but rather, that I’ve found a way to turn or orient myself to future… some distant date…

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Another Post

I know, I know, another post – it’s hard to believe.  Not many people are reading these anyways, and that’s probably the understatement of the day.  But I feel the urge to write at any rate, maybe to ease my mind – and so here I am.  I’m not exactly consumed by anything at the…

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I’ve Had an Argument

An argument might be too much, I suppose it was more of a dispute, and maybe then, not even that.  It was the worst kind of confrontation or disagreement – one over the internet, and against a mod of all people.  I knew I could be silenced and my post deleted if I pressed him…

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My False Affected Style

How can it be that I’m left silent?  How can it be that there are no words for the moment?  Sometimes silence is preferable, but other times, it’s the forum. My false affected style, and a desire to simply spill upon the page.  To be more chaotic, and more thorough and methodical – to take on…

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